Its makes me cringe at the thought of it. Masturbating to girls and fantasizing about them for years and having sex with my girlfriend proves that.Īlthough there is part of me that finds guys attractive.Not sure if its enough to do anything about it though.Like id never have anal sex. I have spent many a sleepless night over this and I constantly worry about it. I have always admired the male form and I always hope to one day have an amazing body and be admired so I think this may have something to do with it as Im obsessed with becoming muscular. I have tried to watch gay porn and although sometimes it does arouse me I feel a little bit squeemish when watching it and can never really reach climax. Me very confused when I awake from my dream.Įven though this happens I continue to masturbate to straight porn and enjoy it. Myself attracted to men and have had oral or hand sex with them leaving Recently (this past 2 years) I also have had a few dreams where I find Throughout my teenage years I have had sex dreams about women but more But throughout my life I cant help but notice an attractive guy and get aroused by them if they have a good body etc. I have never have had any feelings for guys and always have imagined myself settling down with a woman and having kids with her. Although I have always noticed I can become aroused when I seen a shirtless attractive male. I also had a girlfriend for a year and a half and had amazing sex with her throughtout our relationship. Throughout my teenage years I always masturbated to straight porn and always had feelings and relationships towards girls. And curiosity because if I could be a girl for a day just to see what it feels like to have a vagina I would totally do that also.Im 21 and have always have considered myself a straight male. But really didn't answer your question I don't know why guys like shemale porn but it has to do with some kind of deep and grain psychological factors that have to do with dick size. I mean I don't know why it feels good to use anal toys if men aren't supposed to unless they're gay I managed hard to look at shemale porn and not get horny. It's the desire to it's about the attitude looks body and feminine side of a female, it just happens to be a sexy ass chick with a hard ass dick. I guess it's like a competition thing but gets turned into the sexual thing I don't know. But guys don't look at it as gay to glance at or size up how big a dude is if someone happens to be naked or somebody happens to have their junk out then it's fair game to look. I'm not attracted to men in any way whatsoever and I would never do anything with a guy and I'm not turned on if I see a guy naked at all. And to be honest it wasn't unpleasant and uncomfortable or anything. When I was younger I was with a girl who made a bet with me and she let me do something if I let her use a dildo on me.
And I can only talk for myself but it's really more about the idea and thought of knowing how it feels to take dick in the ass and it kind of gives me an idea of why women act like they hate it but turn out to like it in the butt. Yes I do watch shemale porn and I can't exactly define why I do and I don't really take pride in it or anything.